Oh my freelance blog; how I have neglected thee?
I can only blame father time
mother nature
and all the circumstances that forced me
to put my imagination and word lacing
on a shelf; never to be found.
But I cleaned my spring in the winter
and now I have returned
with a newfound dedication of sorts
to undo the time that has elasped
[five months, not even I could believe it!]
between then and now.
I might have apologised a thousand times before
but this 1001 for 2006
will see me at here least once a month.
Writer's block will not make
me easily give in to folding.
So this is my sorry for 2006
and let our relationship flourish
as it has in the past.
This, my belief, is my first request.


And guess what, that was not the freelance I was posting!!
For more info, see my brother site.
With that said...
My first freelance of 2006!!!

Limbo
I wish I knew what's on
her conscious, her inner-most;
is it the signal,
that I can finally go ahead,
or at least know where I stand?
To find a way to persuade her
to my side of the fence
As I fall in love
with this girl from Canarsie.

I feel as though I can't help but feel her...
I recall the first time I held her hand
over and over and all over
touching it, holding for warmth
and perhaps finding more.
It could be that I've been
taken for a ride played to heartbreak;
having flashbacks of the first time
as my only solace, and my only enabler.
Have I found what it is I needed most
or has my sensitivity gotten in the way?
Exhausted is what I've become
after feeling like I've been let on all this time
to be smitten for the kill
It is my options, logical or otherwise
for my only choice is to exercise patience
as though Godot were coming
to sweep me off my feet.
I won't lie however,
thinking of her now gives me butterflies
and growing pains that go away
when our eyes finally meet...

and now that we meet again,
and fate wrestles me for control of my destiny
all I ask is that you take off your covers,
turn off all your smoke screens,
and let the only game we play
is the one where we imitate
lovers on the big screen.

Absolut Terry @ 12:44 AM| link